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Sometimes.
You feel like you don't belong here. You have no place to be.
Only sometimes.
When you know you are not alone, yet lonely. When you find, and nothing found. When you want to shout, but have no voice.
Sometimes.
Love. Hate. Warm. Cold. Compassion. Greed. They are all the same now, meaningless.
Purpose. Goal. Meaning. They are all good to have, easy to miss.
Only now.
No help, only this grasp, inside, it holds you down. You want to run, far away. You want to start over, all over again, all these things, without all these mistakes.
Impossible.
Light, dark, neither can rule, can't exist without the other. Same. Without bad, good doesn't exist.
Destiny.
I still.
Now I know.
Some say life is hard. It's not, only so difficult, that it takes a lifetime figuring out how to do it good. And in some cases, when you success, it doesn't matter anymore.