December 31, 2013

{{ Pheebs }} New years resolutions for 2014

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Hm....

- Paint the bedroom blue, put up brick tiles on the living room wall, behind where the TV will be, paint at least one wall lime green :P

- get a fluffy cat

- Go to Scotland with Mom

- Go to Japan

- keep my friends

- stay fun to be around

I think that's all :)

Pheebs

{{ Pheebs }} Revisiting new year's resolutions (2013)

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Hi guys,


Nyekk kindly broke my combo of posts, so here comes the usual revisiting of new year's resolutions from last year:

- move out, move out, move out. I feel that I need to get this over with in order to grow up, to start my adult life, to feel what it's like to take care of yourself, to feel the weight of money, to learn to cook etc etc. I need to fulfill this so much, that it bugs me when I sleep, when I'm awake.
The small ray of light that surfaced a few weeks ago might help me do it maybe in the 3Q2013... if it does not, I don't know how I'll cope with that. It's not that I don't like living at home... who wouldn't. It's just.. it's like I'm a pokemon that wants to evolve, but doesn't have enough space to do it.


Passed. I moved out on the 5th of August, to my lovely, geeky, quiet flat. I feel the weight of money, because ever since I did it, i am constantly facing a negative sum on my bank account :D I think January will fix that. Now I wonder what kind of pokemon I was...

- driver's licence. I'm halfway through guys, I'm nearly there. If only I wasn't so afraid that I destroy all humanity with the car I'm driving..
Getting this licence was never about actually driving for me. I kept having these nightmares when I sit in a car and want to escape or go somewhere, but I either can't start it, or start it but go backwards. And I was almost never able to steer right. I guess it's a metaphor for my life at this time. Although, the stupid little brainless me thought that maybe if I learn how to drive it wouldn't happen again (never realized it meant that I'm not able to go forward with my life...), it never occured to me that bringing my nightmare to real life isn't such a good idea. So yep.. every time I'm out in the practice field (not in traffic at this point, thank god!), it's a living nightmare. Thanks past Me...


Failed.. And I think I'm going to fail it for the rest of my life. It's just not for me. I'm a good driver in games, but don't have the guts to drive in real life. I think that's just something I'll have to live with. It will make the list of 'Things Pheebs can't do' longer.

- continue forming, helping the taiko band I play in. Our name became Nikko, as in sunlight in Japanese ( 日光 nikkou, we haven't decided on the writing yet.. but it might get a ' below the o to mark the u). Nikko's members are basically the players who started around February/March 2012 at Taiko Hungary. That formation split up in November and started anew.

Passed. Our name is Nikko, we play, most of the time for free. We changed course just recently and currently work on a cover for Lorde's Royals. Yesterday we went out to the city centre, were everything is still in Christmas decoration. It was beautiful. We were shooting for 2-3 hours with a professional guy, because we'll have a videoclip for the cover. We hope to get a little fame out of this :) I'll post a link for it once done.

- doing a taiko flashmob. We plan to do a flashmob (they have dance flashmobs, look it up in youtube. It means that the participants gather at one point of the city to perform something, but they appear one by one, giving the whole experience a kind of impromptu feeling, although I think it's well organized) with Nikko. The date is not planned yet, all we know is that we need good weather to do it :)

Passed. We did a flashmob, with the help of a coworker. It was fun, but it didn't help us as much as we expected it would. Watch it here.

- get a caisa / hang drum. It's so awesome I can't put it into words. And expensive unfortunately. So I think I'll fail this :D nevermind

Failed for now. Too expensive indeed :D

- get a PC, play Elder Scrolls Online!!

Passed / 2. Got a PC, ESO is not out yet :D

- persuade Nyekk and Padi to do the same :D hey, I need nakamas to succeed in this cruel world filled with monsters :DD

Failed. I don't think theycan be persuaded when ESO comes out either :D

- get on the Japanese Learning train again. We neglected this hobby of ours in these last 1-2 years. I want to get back to it again.
Passed. We started anew mid-September I think. Sometimes we have to cancel on classes due to work, but it is still fun. I missed it so much, and it feels so good to be back and do it with my best friend :) Thanks Nyekk!!

- survive at work.

Well.... it's true that I went to Toronto, and I can thank it all to work... but it has been a bit hard lately. I felt the kind of stress you feel during exams season at school, and my heart was not ready for this :D In any way, I'm doing my best in there, hope it does not go un-awarded.

Oh, oh!! and I want to find my way back to irc. I love irc!

Passed. And I'm exercising as well :D proof:

11:09:03 Inoue3: "* Pheebs|training has quit (Remote host closed the connection)"
11:09:03 Inoue3: "* Pheebs|training (~pheebs@Rizon-6925E40C.herminatelekom.hu) has joined #ashiroom"
11:09:06 Inoue3: "Inoue3: お帰りなさいませ、お娘さま!"
11:09:09 Inoue3: "rururan: Pheebs's daily login excersise"
11:09:12 Inoue3: "Nyekk: :DD"
11:09:14 Inoue3: "Nyekk: ja hogy szalkasodjon a loginja"
11:09:17 Inoue3: "rururan: :DDD"

11:09:19 Inoue3: "rururan: keep those joins in shape"

New resolutions to follow later,
Pheebs

December 30, 2013

<< Nyekk >> By popular request

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. . C-c-c-c-c-combo breaker! . . To be continued

December 26, 2013

{{ Pheebs }} Bored, so here, character card for 2013

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Character card for 2013
Mostly for my future reference

Your real name: Petra
Age: 26
Height: 167cm
Natural hair colour: light brown
Eye colour: grey
Skin color: fair
Glasses/contacts?: glasses, but just when my eyes are tired
Piercings: none
Tattoos: none
Braces: nope
Mannerisms: green clothing 
Other distinctive markings: redhead 

FAVOURITE
Colour: light green
Band: The Corrs
Video game: The Longest Journey
Movie: ALWAYSー三丁目の夕日 trilogy
Book: Philip Pullman - The amber spyglass
Food: chicken ramen
Game on a *cell phone*: check for mails when bored 
CD: Ingrid Michaelson - Be OK
Flower: technically not a flower, but aloe vera
Scent: vanilla
Animal: dragon :3
Comic book: Yotsuba to
Cereal: Chocopops
Website: Apartment Therapy
Cartoon: Dexter's Lab

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: yes, the piano and taiko drums
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: don't own a TV, I usually watch a selected few tv shows
Like to sing?: only when I'm alone 
Have a job?: yup
Have a cell phone?: it's 2013, even homeless people own one 
Like to play sports?: a few, when competition can be put aside
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
Have a crush on someone?: no
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: pff..
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: I have 1 monitor :D
Have any special talents/skills?: can make the sound of crickets, good at mario kart
Exercise daily?: I wish
Like school?: I like my language school

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: never tried 
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: ouch
Speak any other languages?: English is not my native language, and I speak a little Japanese too
Go a day without food?: my record is 5 (cleansing)
Remember your dreams: most of the time
Read music, not just tabs?: yes
Roll your tongue?: which way?
Eat a whole pizza?: if I get enough time

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery?: nah :(
Snuck out of the house?: never had the reason to
Lied to get out of trouble?: no
Had a computer crash?: i work in IT...
Gotten lost in your city?: happens from time to time
Seen a shooting star?: I don't recall
Been to any other countries?: Ireland, Scotland, England, Croatia, Austria, Canada
Had a serious surgery?: my brain has been removed during finals 
Stolen something important to someone else?: no
Solved a rubiks cube?: used to be able to solve it under 2-3 minutes
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: god no..
Cried over a girl?: I have, but not in the implied way.
Cried over a boy?: yes
Kissed a random stranger?: no 
Hugged a random stranger?: no
Been in a fist fight?: not yet
Been arrested?: haha, cute. no
Done drugs?: aspirin, mostly
Had alcohol?: I was forced to a couple of times, but usually avoid it
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: replace milk with tea
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: :D yes, at work
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: no
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: yes 
Swore at your parents?: no
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: no 
Been to a casino?: no
Ran over an animal and killed it?: no 
Broken a bone?: no
Gotten stitches?: no, although 2 of my scars wouldn't be there if I did.
Had a water balloon fight in winter?: :D no
Made homemade muffins?: YES! It's something I'm experimenting with nowadays. My boys claim they like it. (My boys meaning my 2 friends, whom I love like family)
Bitten someone?: no, what am I?
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: not interested
Burped in someone’s face?: amusing.. no

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: this morning
Cried: during the last Pixar movie
Went to the bathroom: I don't know, before I started watching the Lord of the rings... 4 hours ago???
Saw a movie in a theatre: last month. It was Catching Fire (Hunger Games 2)
Read a book: yesterday (Robert Jordan - Lord of Chaos - Wheel of Time 6)
Had a snow day: 2 weeks ago maybe
Had a party: does boardgame day count? If so, last week.
Went to a doctor: phew, dunno
Tripped in front of someone: last week, I think
Went to the grocery store: also last week (it's Xmas break..)
Got sick: last week, tiny little cold
Got cursed: dunno
Called someone: called someone what?

DO YOU PREFER
Fruit/vegetables: fruit
Black/white: black
Lights on/lights off: off
TV/movie: tv shows
Body spray/lotion: spray 
Cash/cheque: card
Pillows/blankets: what? both 
Headache/stomach ache: hm.. neither.. come on
Paint/charcoal: charcoal
Chinese food/Mexican food: chinese all the way 
Summer/winter: winter
Snow/rain: rain
Fog/misty: fog
Rock/rap: paper
Meat/vegetarian: meat 
Chocolate/vanilla: vanilla
Sprinkles/icing: icing
Cake/pie: cake
Strawberries/blueberries: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool: ocean
Cookies/muffins: :O muffins filled with cookies
Wallet/pocket: wallet
Window/door: window
Charles Chaplin/Chespirito: n/a
Pink/purple: bleh, neither
Cat/dog: cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve: long 
Pants/shorts: pants
Winter break/spring break: who broke them? 
Spring/autumn: spring
Clouds/clear sky: clear
Moon/mars: moon, never liked sailor Mars much
Questions/Answers: questions
War/Peace: peace

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Do you believe in love?: I do
What's the most important kind of love for you?: unconditional 
Have you ever been in love?: in a way
Been close to love?: n/a
If you have, with who?: n/a
Ever confessed your feelings to the one you loved?: yes 
Really badly so that it actually hurts and you cry at night?: no 
Are you in a relationship?: no
If so, for how long?: n/a
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: maybe 
What is your idea of the best date?: geeking out
What was your first kiss like?: not how I imagined
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: 18
Do you think love is worth nothing?: why would I think that?
Best experience you’ve ever had with the opposite sex: guys are better friends, and I value friendship over everything
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: why not ask this question before all the other?
Have you ever been dumped?: no
Have you ever dumped someone?: yes :( 

I...
Am: a nerd/geek
Want: an iPhone
Need: to sleep more
Love: my friends
Hate: my food allergies
Feel: good about where I am
Did: run a lot around for this year's perfect Xmas presents
Miss: my university days, for I had much fun with my friends
Am annoyed by: an upgrade at work
Would rather: be a Canadian/Scottish/Irish/Japanese than Hungarian
Am tired of: seeing my negative bank account
Will always: try to be fun to be around

MISCELLANEOUS
What is your favourite genre of music?: acoustic, indie, new age
What time is it now?: 0:47 (oh my..)
How much money do you have right now?: less than an average salary
Are you hungry right now?: not really
What are you doing right now?: finished watching Lord of the Rings (Fellowship of the ring), chatting on IRC and keeping an eye on the Steam Holiday Sales
Do you like parades?: no, too loud
Do you like the moon?: I'm a rabbit, I love da MOON
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: sleep and dream of the Moon 
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: flying or teleporting

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
Funny?: yes
Cool?: my hands are always cool, like that of a frog's
Pretty?: pretty funny
Sarcastic?: sometimes
Lazy?: when it comes to exercising
Hyper?: nah
Friendly?: most of the time
Evil?: live?
Unforgettable?: I have people who forgot about me, so apparently not
Smart?: how is smartness measured?
Strong?: getting stronger
Talented?: not particularly, no
Dorky?: nah

WHAT COMES TO MIND WITH THE WORD
High: expectations
Lonely: tree
Pen: art
Flower: bloom
Window: microsoft
Psycho: logy
Brain freeze: ice cream
Strange: Fringe
Sassy: Lassie
Suffering: Japanese horror movies
Art: one person and an instrument

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?: no way
Run away?: with the Corrs
Curse at a teacher?: not when she was around
Not take a shower for a week?: :S no
Ask someone out?: yea, like "hey, let's get lunch from the chinese"
Unscrew your cellphone too see what's inside?: yup
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: no, I don't care if they don't like me for who I am anymore
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: 1 month was the top until now. It was great. would do it again 
Go scuba diving?: hm.. maybe
Write a book?: yes, definitely
Assemble a computer?: did
Become a rock star?: nah, I'm not hard enough
Have a long-distance relationship?: no
Marry someone you don't know?: marriage roulette, or what?

LAST QUESTIONS ( FINALLY ) - ARRGHHHH...
What kind of computer do you have?: Macbook Air and a Lenovo
What grade/level of studies are you in? (if applicable): finished with university degree
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: I prefer stuffing them in my mouth. Not the people, the popcorn
How many posters do you have in your room?: none, but plan to put a few (like 7) up pretty soon.


Ok, so that's all folks. I did this for fun, because the last time I filled this in was aaaaages ago.

Pheebs

December 21, 2013

{{ Pheebs }} The missing blog

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Hi all, long time no post :D

I owe you a post about my flat. I think I did remember that I have to post about it a few times in the past... I procrastinated so much, that I forgot about it all together.

So here it is:

In May I finally got around to reserve the flat of my dreams. It's in Zuglo, which is a part of Budapest that was always in my heart (along with Obuda). Reasons for this:

- It is where the little Japanese language school resides where my life has changed
- Asia Centre (a huge shopping mall with Asian goods in it)
- The Big Green (Zuglo is on the outskirts of Budapest, so the air is less polluted, and it has a lot of green places)

In the beginning of July I was done with the preparations (got a loan from the bank, all paperwork was done), and was ready to set the date... but a strange and happy thing happened to me. Something that I never expected.

I was sent off for 1 month to Toronto, Canada by the company I work at. Beside Ireland, Scotland and Japan, Canada is one place I always wanted to see. Learn about the daily life of a Canadian. I was not disappointed.





I spent one month there along with a few of my coworkers from Brazil. It was mainly for work, but after work hours and during the weekends I had time to look around. Eat in places I could never afford, see the Niagara Falls. As Toronto is a meeting point for a lot of foreigners - it is filled with all kinds of people -, it is very welcoming towards non-Canadians. I felt at home, even though I missed my family and friends like crazy.

But my stay there was not without sad moments. A week before I left, I lost my Aunt to cancer. It was awful to leave in a sad time like that, my father and grandmother were devastated. I don't know which feeling was stronger inside me, the feeling of loss or the worry for my father. I was really scared for him, what this awful event would do to him. But I had to leave and concentrate on work; learn as much as I could during that 1 month.

While I was away, my Aunt's death affected my life in a very unusual way as well. I won't go into details on how and why, just that I no longer have a bank loan. I now own my flat. Completely. And I owe it to her and my grandmother, to whom I will always be grateful. They gave me a fresh start.

Upon getting back from Canada, after spending 2 days recovering from jet-lag and the tiring 1 month, I moved in; along with a room-full of my belongings. I bought a couch, a wardrobe, a fridge and Internet the first week and have been adding to the line ever since.









It's December now, just before Christmas and I finally settled in. I hosted a couple of BGDs (board-game days) already, Nyekk helped me with transportation of a couple of my furniture from IKEA, and even helped me build the mudroom part of the flat.



I learned how to make Chocolate Chip Cookies, have been experimenting with muffins, learned a few basic stuff to cook. Made my first art here. Never missed a bill. Bought an in-door bike. Became an expert in building IKEA furniture by myself. I am tidy (though it doesn't show on the pics, because in order to get this far in tidiness, I needed more cabinets and dressers to put away my stuff) and never an annoying neighbour to my neighbours.




I feel at home here, and try to find my way as an adult.

I'm still playing taiko with my band, still go on on-calls for a week at a time every other month (and still can't sleep), still not in a good shape, but still trying.

To cut a long post short: I am happy.

Pheebs

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