Nyekk kindly broke my combo of posts, so here comes the usual revisiting of new year's resolutions from last year:
- move out, move out, move out. I feel that I need to get this over with in order to grow up, to start my adult life, to feel what it's like to take care of yourself, to feel the weight of money, to learn to cook etc etc. I need to fulfill this so much, that it bugs me when I sleep, when I'm awake.
The small ray of light that surfaced a few weeks ago might help me do it maybe in the 3Q2013... if it does not, I don't know how I'll cope with that. It's not that I don't like living at home... who wouldn't. It's just.. it's like I'm a pokemon that wants to evolve, but doesn't have enough space to do it.
Passed. I moved out on the 5th of August, to my lovely, geeky, quiet flat. I feel the weight of money, because ever since I did it, i am constantly facing a negative sum on my bank account :D I think January will fix that. Now I wonder what kind of pokemon I was...
- driver's licence. I'm halfway through guys, I'm nearly there. If only I wasn't so afraid that I destroy all humanity with the car I'm driving..
Getting this licence was never about actually driving for me. I kept having these nightmares when I sit in a car and want to escape or go somewhere, but I either can't start it, or start it but go backwards. And I was almost never able to steer right. I guess it's a metaphor for my life at this time. Although, the stupid little brainless me thought that maybe if I learn how to drive it wouldn't happen again (never realized it meant that I'm not able to go forward with my life...), it never occured to me that bringing my nightmare to real life isn't such a good idea. So yep.. every time I'm out in the practice field (not in traffic at this point, thank god!), it's a living nightmare. Thanks past Me...
Failed.. And I think I'm going to fail it for the rest of my life. It's just not for me. I'm a good driver in games, but don't have the guts to drive in real life. I think that's just something I'll have to live with. It will make the list of 'Things Pheebs can't do' longer.
- continue forming, helping the taiko band I play in. Our name became Nikko, as in sunlight in Japanese ( 日光 nikkou, we haven't decided on the writing yet.. but it might get a ' below the o to mark the u). Nikko's members are basically the players who started around February/March 2012 at Taiko Hungary. That formation split up in November and started anew.
Passed. Our name is Nikko, we play, most of the time for free. We changed course just recently and currently work on a cover for Lorde's Royals. Yesterday we went out to the city centre, were everything is still in Christmas decoration. It was beautiful. We were shooting for 2-3 hours with a professional guy, because we'll have a videoclip for the cover. We hope to get a little fame out of this :) I'll post a link for it once done.
- doing a taiko flashmob. We plan to do a flashmob (they have dance flashmobs, look it up in youtube. It means that the participants gather at one point of the city to perform something, but they appear one by one, giving the whole experience a kind of impromptu feeling, although I think it's well organized) with Nikko. The date is not planned yet, all we know is that we need good weather to do it :)
Passed. We did a flashmob, with the help of a coworker. It was fun, but it didn't help us as much as we expected it would. Watch it here.
- get a caisa / hang drum. It's so awesome I can't put it into words. And expensive unfortunately. So I think I'll fail this :D nevermind
Failed for now. Too expensive indeed :D
- get a PC, play Elder Scrolls Online!!
Passed / 2. Got a PC, ESO is not out yet :D
- persuade Nyekk and Padi to do the same :D hey, I need nakamas to succeed in this cruel world filled with monsters :DD
Failed. I don't think theycan be persuaded when ESO comes out either :D
- get on the Japanese Learning train again. We neglected this hobby of ours in these last 1-2 years. I want to get back to it again.
Passed. We started anew mid-September I think. Sometimes we have to cancel on classes due to work, but it is still fun. I missed it so much, and it feels so good to be back and do it with my best friend :) Thanks Nyekk!!
- survive at work.
Well.... it's true that I went to Toronto, and I can thank it all to work... but it has been a bit hard lately. I felt the kind of stress you feel during exams season at school, and my heart was not ready for this :D In any way, I'm doing my best in there, hope it does not go un-awarded.
Oh, oh!! and I want to find my way back to irc. I love irc!
Passed. And I'm exercising as well :D proof:
11:09:03 Inoue3: "* Pheebs|training has quit (Remote host closed the connection)"
11:09:03 Inoue3: "* Pheebs|training (~pheebs@Rizon-6925E40C.herminatelekom.hu) has joined #ashiroom"
11:09:06 Inoue3: "Inoue3: お帰りなさいませ、お娘さま！"
11:09:09 Inoue3: "rururan: Pheebs's daily login excersise"
11:09:12 Inoue3: "Nyekk: :DD"
11:09:14 Inoue3: "Nyekk: ja hogy szalkasodjon a loginja"
11:09:17 Inoue3: "rururan: :DDD"
11:09:19 Inoue3: "rururan: keep those joins in shape"
New resolutions to follow later,
Pheebs
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