April 29, 2010

<< Nyekk >> Riding

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Nowdays I spend most of my time doing the programming work for my shitty thesis. It's a really small software for PDA, but I'm not so good at programming so it goes rather slowly. But I have to finish soon, because I will also have to write some 30 pages about it, and by 28th May, will have to turn it in. My mood rapidly went downhill, and still staying down there.

The day before yesterday, I had enough of coding, and decided to take a day off, and went cycling. First I didn't want to stay out all day, just going to a satellite specialist shop by bike. But in the end, it became an all-day tour. The weather was good, I crossed the river on the railway bridge. I like this route, because there are no cars, and beside the trains, it's peaceful and silent. Took some photos of how I'm seeing thing with my freaky helmet mirror thing.

On the next photo, is the ship factory on the river, which I thought long gone defunct, but appearantly still working.

I had to stop at the railway crossing, while waiting for the train, I took a pic of the shiny new (actually it's used, but in good condition) stem I had to buy last week, as the older one doesn't really wanted to hold my handlebar in place anymore :( 

Here comes the train.

I also shot some huge pole for Tim, because he is a fan of these structures, and this one looked really mighty with the clouds in the back.


It started to rain lightly, I didn't mind it at first, but soon it became harder and I got soaked. I had to stop under a tree and wait a little. This is my bike, with the new handlebar orientation.


It is very convinient like this, I also moved the shifter lever to the neck of the stem, with no brakes, the handlebar only have the spedometer, giving it a nice and clean look.


I still don't know if I like the handlebar bag: It's convinient to have a bag there, and I can just get it off with a click if I want to leave the bike. But it's not really looking good, ruining the clean silouette of the bike. I think I will decide later if it has to go or not. Later on, I got to the shop that was originally my target, but got hungry, so I rode some more to the nearest IKEA to have some hotdogs. On my way there, I found an old train wagon, slowly eaten away by the steel teeth of time.


Then I headed home, only I took a different route, crossing the park in the center of the city. There I saw this interesting sign, saying "Excuse me (or us)" in hungarian. I'm still puzzled at it, don't know what would be the meaning of it. 

Further on the way home, I saw another sign, this time, it was the firm I worked before. 

I didn't notice this before, though the sign must be there for some time. After I got home, took a shower, and got back to work.

April 19, 2010

{{ mizuki }} word jokes

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Have fun finding a solution. When you gave up, you can find them down at the end of this post




































April 17, 2010

{{ mizuki }} Time to forget

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Dear all,

In these past 2 weeks I've been buying new furnitures, redesigned my room.. you could say i started a new life :)

While I was cleaning and throwing away my old stuff... i found my old chat-notebooks. A chat-notebook is a small notebook, that we used to chat in high school. With my best friend.
It was more than 6 years ago now, that we stopped being friends. To cut a long story short she basicly got enough of me and replaced me with another girl. She was my best friend.

Until last week I couldn't really decide if I missed her or not. I wondered if i went back in time, would it been better if I behaved differently? The topics I talked about were usually the same, I can understand now why she had enough of me... yeah, i was young and maybe boring. But I cared about her a lot. I was always there for her when she needed a friend.

So a few years ago she started appearing in my dreams randomly. In these dreams we were still friends. I didn't get these dreams. I was so angry at her. She lied to me most of the times, she was never honest with me, I could never tell when she meant something or just said it because she knew what I wanted to hear.

I realized that I just couldn't let her go since then... can't really explain why.
But last week in the middle of cleaning, I found a chat-notebook. I found it before, but didn't want to read it.. you know, it's like meeting the younger you, that you left behind for a reason.
I began reading it, and laughed at first. Then I seriously got disappointed. Not just in her, in myself too.

In that notebook, we kinda talke about everyone in the class. We talked about them like those bitches in american movies, who think that they are better. We joked about them, talked badly about them. I nearly cried. I didn't remember that i was like this. Even if I had a bad opinion of somebody, I would never talk about them like that. I felt awful...

Then I realized, that it wasn't really me in that notebook. It was a friend of that girl. I was influenced. No, don't get me wrong, I still feel sorry what I wrote in that notebook, but the reason I didn't remember being like that is because after she replaced me, I changed. I built my own opinion about people and throw out hers.

After that I got a bit better. I realized that she was never the kind of friend I needed anyway. I just remembered her differently... I remembered what I wanted to remember. I was blind. So after this, I think I will never dream about her again. I'm over it. And to be honest, I think... as weird as it sounds... that I should be glad she replaced me. If she hadn't, I would be a different person now. I should be glad that she let me go so I would never feel that bad again.

Sorry if this post was boring or weird. I wanted to write it out from myself. It helped me move on. I've got the most wonderful friends one would ask for... thank you!
What I would change if I went back in time? I would stop being so naive and easy-to-be-influenced.

mizuki

April 14, 2010

{{ mizuki }} sm: roll back

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Damn, today the symantec endpoint protection server that worked yesterday completely died. When i decided to uninstall it, it failed again. BUT when i clicked on cancel guess what? It rolled back the complete uninstallation!!! I guess you could say it cant be killed.. And i still have an hour left here.


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April 12, 2010

{{ mizuki }} sm: restroom

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Hi!

First of all, sm stands for short message.

Now for the real thing: i took this pic at my workplace, it is on the restroom's door. If you go in, you see the women and men's restroom.
So what do you think it is?? I randomly saw mountains or a rabbit. Can't link any other meaning to this.
What's your opinion?


mizu

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